Friday, August 15, 2008
I just can't find anyone to talk too at this point of time.
so please bare with me for pouring out everything here.
I simply can't take it anymore.
Why are all these things happening to me?
All at one go.
I just don't understand why I don't see others having these problem accept me?
Why both of you must take things so seriously.
Its only a small tiny matter yet because of what YOU did it became a big issue.
I still can't believe you actually did that.
and you still dare to say you are not at fault.
Well, I only can say you are cold blooded and scary.
I'm really sick and tired of all these.
How I wish I wasn't born is this damn F.
Why can't I be like others?
Can't one of you just control your temper or maybe be a little bit more understanding?
Can you all just spare a thought for me?
I'm already so stress with my work yet I still have to think of ways to bring both of you back together.
When can you grow up and stop being so childish?
I'm really very very very tired.
Can both of you just give me a break?
and YOU tell me you feel like leaving?
how can you say such thing?
then how about me?
so I'm nothing to you?
I do have feelings.
Do both of you know?
I just don't want to say it out because I don't want to upset anyone of you.
But do you all spare a thought for me?
How I wish I'm one of the psychotic patients in IMH.
Don't need to care about anything outside.
I'm really really really tired.
I wish to have a cosy F.
but I know this won't happen.
NEVER.
Labels: i just feel like breaking down.