Firstly I wanna say...

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!!!!

(:

Dear thanks for being so understanding always.

I know at times I will flare my temper at you.

but you never fail to give in to me.

You are always my UNIQUE and LOVING hubby.

hehe.

MUACKSsSsSss

Love you Forever.

<3<3<3<3<3

*****

Talk to him yesterday.

at least now I know what is in his mind.

I hope he really keep his promise.

Dear Lord, I'm willing to do what I can to save this F.

but I know my limits.

so please talk to me when I'm lost.

I really need you.

Labels: my unique boy(:

Thank God.

had a nice chat with her just now.

hope she feel better now and will give him another chance.

now I gotta go ask him what is his plan and stuff.

hope everything go smoothly.

I really need courage and wisdom Lord.

I'm totally lost and I don't know what I can do to help.

I really wish everything will turn out to be smooth.

I don't want to see things going down the drain again like what happen the past few days.

It really hurts me alot.

this burden is so heavy.

when can I let it go?

Labels: will he change?

Haven't been blogging for quite sometime.

TIRED.

woke up at 5.15am EVERYDAY.

Boo.

one thing not yet settled another thing happened.

Hais.

I wonder when can I get away from all these.

Just treat it as I'm irresponsible k.

I just want a break seriously.

Some things are just Personal.

so please stop asking me to say okay.

If I can say you think I would want to keep it to myself?

You think I like the feeling of carrying such a heavy burden?

If it is something nice you think I will keep it to myself?

I didn't go people already start asking.

So what more if I go?

ZzZzz.

Labels: i HATE that feeling.

Btw is my new blogskin nice?

This is the other one I'm referring.

I got nothing better to do now.

So just change and see.

(:

I'm hungry NOW NOW NOW.

Hehe.

Waiting for food to be back.

=X

Labels: change blogskin AGAIN =X

Tomorrow I'm going to hospital to WORKKKKK!!!!!

7AM- 3PM Lifestyle once AGAIN.

oh man.

I HATE IT.

But this time round my role is no longer a STUDENT.

wHaHaHaA.

hope it will be much easier for me?

NO MORE LOGBOOK.

NO MORE BUGGING FOR SIGNATURES.

I really pray hard I still remember all those skills.

Is like FOUR MONTHS I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING ALL THE SKILLS.

Plus it is my very FIRST time working in TTSH.

I guess I'll be totally LOST.

I got no idea hows their working routine like.

how how how.

I really DON'T KNOW.

somehow I should be happy because I love to work in hospital.

can communicate with my lovely Patients.

Especially those elderly.

WoOoTsSss.

haha.

Well, I really got no idea what's going to happen.

So let's just wait and see.

Praying every second for PEACE.

=X

Labels: Lost.

FULL.

ate Hokkien Mee at 9.30PM.

fattening

but don't care.

haha.

he asked me to get a driving licence again.

should I?

I don't even know height 150cm and below can drive anot.

LoLx.

what if I fail?

definitely I will feel bad.

because its not my money.

=X.

should I book lesson for basic theory?

GRRR.

I don't know.

Labels: should i go for it?

okay I'm using window xp now.

and the font I saw in my blog turns out to be abit sucky.

Lolx.

tomorrow I shall change to some kind of font which both window xp and window vista have.

anyway.

today I wasted half of my day in TTSH.

ZzZzz.

go there just to get appointment for the brain scan.

boo.

and the doctor spend less then 3mins with us.

we talked less then 5 sentence.

my goodness.

and he earned 25bucks just like that.

now you know why doctors earn big money?

Lolx

I still wonder why can't they just call us?

make us travel all the way down.

-.-

anyway.

its over.

haha.

should stop my grumbling.

have been complaining since afternoon.

woops=P

Labels: looking forward to FRIDAY=D

WoOoOoHoOoo!!!

Finally I'm done with this Blogskin.

spend quite a few hours=X

actually I prefer the other blogskin.

BUT.

Due to the colour contrast I think this look more LIVELY.

CAROLYN!!!

Do you find this blogskin familiar?

YESH.

It's the sister of ur previous blogskin=P

haha.

Tomorrow I'm not working!!!

Actually I should be happy.

But, I might know the result of her brain scan.

):

Can't do anything.

so I just leave everything to God.

Labels: hope she will be fine

I'M CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN SOON!!!

hehe.

pick a few nice one just now.

but I can only change it when I'm really FREE.

which is like probably wed or fri or sat?

=X

check it out!!!

(:

the weather now is the BEST FOR SLEEPING!~!~!

haha so BYEEEEE.

Labels: new blogskin coming soon=DDD

back from work.

today extremely tired.

maybe cos I'm falling sick.

super drowsy=X

headache since yesterday.

ZzZzz.

anyway she said I'm almost done with the checklist.

left 1 more skill to go and that's it.

NO NEED TO DO THAT ANYMORE.

WHaHaHaA.

when she told me that I'm like super happy then she said:

Oh I thought all along you LOVE to do it.

-.-

IT DAMAGE MY BRAIN CELLS.

my goodness.

I Hate to THINK can.

LoLx.

anyway just one more and I shall say bye.

WoOoTsSs.

I pray that tomorrow it will be a slacking day=X

hehe.

2pm AGAIN.

boo.

I'm heading towards my bed.

BYE.

(:

Labels: bad headache

HIP HIP HOORAY!~!~!

finally I'm done with all the checklist.

erms not all but at least the one she asked me to do.

(((:

I can answer her tomorrow!!!

Thanks for pushing me every single day without fail.

>.<

haha.

at least one of burden is off.

WoOoOoTs=D

I pray that everything will be fine for the following days, weeks, months and YEARS ahead.

***

Watched the table tennis final just now.

I felt the stress whereby millions and billions of eyes staring at you at that very moment.

LoLx.

I can't imagine what will happen during the World Skill Singapore 2008.

I guess I will simply freak out.

=X

but.

at this point of time I know I have to work extra hard to make our lecturers proud.

so nothing must affect me during these few months right carolyn?

haha

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !~!~!~!~!

(((:

Labels: WSS here i come(:

I just drag myself out of my comfort zone.

head freaking heavy.

but still gotta carry on with all the things which are UNDONE.

His right.

If I don't do it now I doubt I got any more free time during the weekdays.

Piles and Piles of work for me.

and I bet she will simply hunt for me again and again.

Weekends are the best days when I can TRY to get my things complete.

NO motivation but i'll TRY.

I got no choice but just to put everything aside and get my things done NOW.

back to never-ending-work.

Labels: tired.

I just can't find anyone to talk too at this point of time.

so please bare with me for pouring out everything here.

I simply can't take it anymore.

Why are all these things happening to me?

All at one go.

I just don't understand why I don't see others having these problem accept me?

Why both of you must take things so seriously.

Its only a small tiny matter yet because of what YOU did it became a big issue.

I still can't believe you actually did that.

and you still dare to say you are not at fault.

Well, I only can say you are cold blooded and scary.

I'm really sick and tired of all these.

How I wish I wasn't born is this damn F.

Why can't I be like others?

Can't one of you just control your temper or maybe be a little bit more understanding?

Can you all just spare a thought for me?

I'm already so stress with my work yet I still have to think of ways to bring both of you back together.

When can you grow up and stop being so childish?

I'm really very very very tired.

Can both of you just give me a break?

and YOU tell me you feel like leaving?

how can you say such thing?

then how about me?

so I'm nothing to you?

I do have feelings.

Do both of you know?

I just don't want to say it out because I don't want to upset anyone of you.

But do you all spare a thought for me?

How I wish I'm one of the psychotic patients in IMH.

Don't need to care about anything outside.

I'm really really really tired.

I wish to have a cosy F.

but I know this won't happen.

NEVER.

Labels: i just feel like breaking down.