finally im updating AGAIN.

peter requested.

this few days didn't update cos next monday got test.

gotta revise):

4 more days~~~

13 topics.

must jiayou jiayou!!!

***

wanna thanks those who message me to give me encouragement the past few days.

im feeling better now=D

ThAnKs AlOt!!!(:

because your words, my motivation is back.
because you didn't give up, i felt secure again.
our future path might be a tough one.
but i will always walk with you.
remember this.
=D

***

still got alot things not yet done.

BH test- 5th nov
PSY test- 14th nov
projects submission- 19th nov
EXAMS- 4th and 5th dec

stress to the max.
* please pray for me.

-PSY project half done. (case study don't know acceptable anot) -.-
-BH project not yet done.
-SIM worksheet still nicely filed in my file.=X
-BH test: revision half way through~~~ 13topics!!!
-PSY test: revision not yet start.

boo~~~

now you see why i didn't update?

LoLx.

tell me my holiday is tomorrow please.

im so tired.

shall post pictures soon.

when im alittle more free=D

will update for sure when i got the time.

don't miss mi ya.

hehe=D

HaPpY TwO MoNtHs!!!(:
thought you forget, but you didn't.
im so happy.
muacksSsSs!~!~!~!~!

Labels: happy happy happy(:

HaPpY BiRtHdAy EUNICE

its green hope you like it(:

***

The Bottom Line
It's true that you're a unique person, but others share your interests. Let 'em in.
In Detail
It's true that you are a unique person, but you are not the only person to have ever felt the way you are feeling right now. So reach out to someone close and tell them what is on your mind. Chances are, they can relate. You have a lot more in common with other people than you realize, and by sharing your confused feelings you will come to understand that. Thinking through your problems is always important, but you have to start talking about them, too!

im unique?

really?

hah.

when i read this.

i just feel like laughing.

don't know why.

maybe cos i think its NOT true.

how can i be unique?

impossible.

someone close

no such person.

no listening ear.

no more.

***
just finished 70% of my individual project.

hopefully there's 70%.

please don't tell me its wrong again.

i will go crazy.

3hrs doing the stupid case study.

yet incomplete.

hais.

things not yet done:
-> group project
-> herpes's careplan
-> revision for bio test
-> SIM training worksheet

still got the skit practice tomorrow.
adeline, be brave.

i really got nothing to say.
a big fullstop to everything.
maybe i leave everything will be back to normal.
don't worry i won't message you from now onwards.
just remember to take care always.

Labels: im tired.

back from school.

i tried to concentrate.

but it just appear.

half way through i just go blank.

stone in the middle of no where.

need some time to get back to normal.

one more week to test.

adeline please buck up.

you can't flunk this last semester.

someone please give me the motivation.

my motivation for studies is gone.

i'll always remember what you say today.
always.
hope it won't vanish this time round.

i miss you real lots.
take care.

Labels: i need you):, motivation

how i wish im knock down by the bus at that moment.

you step into my life and just gone in that second.

he asked me.

why im not sleeping?

how could i sleep?

when my eyes close, tears start rolling down.

i can't control it.

you told me not to worry.

you will fight for it.

you said you will be there always.

liar.

you came into my life, and just left like this.

since your choice is this, you shouldn't even step into my life.

you are the selfish one.

do you even know how much you hurt me?

no you don't.

you think sorry will help?

if i know your answer is this.

in the very beginning i wouldn't accept it.

how stupid i can be.

i told myself you are the special one.

different from others.

but im wrong.

adeline learn your lesson.

never trust anyone again.

all their words are just nice to look at.

in the end it will still vanish.

never ever give anyone chance to hurt you again.

never.

Labels: died

SNW kills me man.
my body is aching now.

N.A.F.A coming soon.
im dead.

LoLx.

these few days really tired.

the new system sux.

kills me.

test in 2 weeks time.

test and projectS submission in 3 weeks time.

EXAMS in 4 weeks time.

someone please just kill me please.

i need time badly.

cell on Thursday.

hey peeps really sorry if i can't go out with you guys.

cos i got limited time to spare):

Jessie sorry.

5th December onwards I'm free!!!

very fast de.

hehe.

then we go watch k=D

got my BCLS cert.

hah.
but...

told myself i WON'T save anyone if they collapse
=X

cos i got no strength.

LoLx.

their condition might worsen if i do the CPR.

=P

okay the time now is 10.21pm.

gotta go sleep le.

nights everyone(:

pray that the outcome is a good one.

Labels: i want more time):

my leg hurts):

*blister*

wore heels just now.

好痛!!!

my fingers too.

fell down.

the stupid thingy.

ZzZzz

not my day i guess.

school tomorrow.

a brand new week.

pray that i won't doze off ya.

long hours.

cell on thursday.

*do not forget*

(:

okay gotta prepare myself for tomorrow.

nights everyone=D

should i say?

Labels: new week(:

just finished revising.

5hrs okay.

im not kidding.

well.

nothing really goes in.

is always during the exams/tests period then my memory can work effectively.

sounds familiar?

haha.

cell was quite okay just now.

although im teased by ALMOST everyone-.-

what i learned:
1. build a close relationship with God, like Abraham(:
2. don't take God for granted, he do punish us.

i think still got one point.

but...

i just can't recall.

nevermind.

at least i remember 2.

great improvement.=P

meeting tomorrow AGAIN.

boo.

no ice-cream ):

please make it a FAST & QUICK ONE.

i got school next day

5WEEKS to exams.

thats real fast.

till now i still can't believe it.

nevermind

TV TIME.=D

hehe

Labels: 5 weeks

HaPpY 18th bIrThDaY SERENE!!!

finally 18 ya gal.
can go clubbing=P
haha woops.
don't anyhow teach you.
wait get scolding=X
enjoy your sweetest 18!!! (:

*****

one word

TIRED.

physically and mentally.

1mth 1 week to EXAMS.

can i survive?

i don't know.

i just know.

i will breakdown anytime.

everyday learn 4-5 new topics?

the time i can spend for revision is 3hrs plus?

and is at night after school.

doing revision when my mind is half dead?

last semester already.

i don't know how am i going to get 3.5.

i thought the last semester was bad.

BUT this semester was WORSE.

guess i just gonna sacrifice my weekends for 5WEEKS.

how am i going to go for cell?

depression*

好烦!!!

just wanna put all this aside and have a good rest.

i need your shoulder ):

Labels: tired

just remember something.

this morning took the same bus.

as usual, Burton was there.

on the way to school.

he told me this.

during the holidays, i read the bible.

the main thing: his a non-christian.

he said: i read the book of Genesis, Matthew, Revolution etc...

i asked him again.

u read the bible during the holidays?

he said.

ya. cos i'm free(:

i just smile back.

at that moment...

i wondered.

even a non-christian read the bible during holidays.

why didn't i did that?

i'm so free.

yet i never even thought of that.

what a shame.

God reminded me. (:

Labels: thanks=D

now you know why i call her humpty dumpty?=P



she always take a LONG time to set up her com.



why are they in my school? kido=X



'7 11' (:



toilet time!!!


piggies got caught by ME!!! hah


the result of NO TABLES. humph


me, re, do. smelly? woops=X


my mum and me(:

sorry for the bad quality of some pictures.
the light wasn't on.
=X

Labels: pictures(:

basically the whole day i'm having psychiatric lesson.

pathetic 1hr of PCB.

5hr 30mins of psychiatric.

2hrs of break.
(:

but PSY lesson wasn't that bad from what i thought.

cos there is '7 11'.

Lolx.

'7 11' is a guy who crap alot. <- FON

but without him, i might be in my dreamland long ago

=P

humpty dumpty (psy teacher) ask:
you are a nurse, patient comes to you.
telling you that her husband abuse her.
what advice will you give her?

7 11:
ask her to divorce...
and marry other guys.

LoLx.

even the teacher was 'amused' by his answer.

the whole class laughed.

=D

don't ask me for his real name.

cos i also don't know=X

woops.

my friend called him '7 11' cos thats his part time job.
(:

just realise something this morning.

fri i got 3hrs of break.

can you imagine?

3 hrs!

LoLx

what a good timetable.

12-3pm.

if you guys feel like talking to someone.

feel free to call me.

im super FREE

haha.

friday

don't call on the wrong day.

im not free=P

<- hardwoking (:

Labels: 3hrs.ZzZzz

haha

feeling ALOT better now.

=D

cos i just saw 'JOKE OF THE YEAR'.

*winks*

finished my notes.

new start for tomorrow.

4pm<- shortest day of the week.

boo.

6weeks and 3 days to go.

holiday i'm here!!!

wait for me.

(:

Labels: 3days, 6weeks

i know you hate me.

i know you dislike me.

then be it.

is there a need to be so obvious?

trying to show me something?

prove to me that i'm extra?

or try to show people that you have more friends then me?

wanna revenge?

cos i dislike him?

its not the first time.

everytime i just tell myself

forget it.

cos we got nothing to say that's why i'm not included.

but things happen again and again.

he ask me to do the same thing

like what YOU did to me.

to let you feel the taste of it.

i can.

but is there a need?

after some thoughts.

its just being CHILDISH.

OPEN YOUR EYES

read this.

and bare it in mind.

CHILDISH got it?

stop ALL your childish act.

i had enough of it.

don't like me?

just SAY IT LOUD TO ME.

don't try to do small actions.

you hypocrite.

Labels: hypocrite

raining non stop.

1st day of school.

and it was a BAD start.
ZzZzz

timetable can't make it.

the tutorial rooms can't make it.

everything was just not right.

can you believe it?

monday to friday 8am -6pm.
except wednesday 8am -4pm.

but there is NO difference.

friday? till 6pm?
ZzZzz

hais.

and NO revision week?

where the hell am i going to find time to study for exams?

when i only reach home around 7plus?

and already sHoOoOo tired?

boo.

this semester...

just sux.

our room for tutorial

WORSE!!!

no tables.

reason?

cos there is NO tutorial rooms AVAILABLE.

such a BIG BLOCK for nursing yet there is no room?

what a BIG JOKE.

i wonder how i'm gonna copy my notes.

7 weeks to holiday.

7 weeks of nightmare?

4 and 5 december <- EXAMS.

just the first day and i already feel the stress.

boo.

tomorrow holiday.
cos Hari Raya.

but..

i don't think is a holiday.

just a day for me to prepare myself

to fight the 7weeks of battle.

i need encouragement badly.

):

Labels: lost but found. thank God(:

today quite sad.
cos tomorrow is a BAD day.

school reopen.

1 month just past like this.

so fast.
ZzZzz

gotta wake up early again.

i wonder hows my timetable like.

hows my new class advisor.

saw her that day.

don't seem to be that friendly.

=X

went to buy stationaries just now.

my pencil box my brother's pencil box is SUPER FAT now.
mine too small.
can't fit everything.

haha(:

back to my TABBNER life again.

that BIG FAT book of mine.

not bringing tomorrow.
try my luck
=P

pray that there is no lecture.

hehe

if there is then too bad.

not looking forward.

just pray that everything goes smoothly tomorrow.

that's all.

Labels: school reopen ):

QUIZ

List out the top 5 presents you wish for-
1.clothes
2.BIG soft toy *hugs*
3.bags
4.nice handphone pouch
5.doll shoes
*ahem, 4 days 4 months to my birthday*

The person who tag you is-
JieYing.

5 impressions of her-
♥friendly
♥easy going
♥helpful
♥cheerful
♥strong

The most memorable things she has done for you-
attend YF!!! my best group member(:

The most memorable words she has said to you-
you want sweet?=X

If she becomes your lover, you will-
if? no if. she will never be one.

If she becomes your lover, they have to improve on will be-
nothing.

If she becomes your enemy, you will-
no if. she WON'T be my enemy(:

If she becomes your enemy, the reason is-
no if, no why.

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you-
1.wendy
2.serena
3.serene
4.huixin
5.esther
6.peter
7.yong chiang
8.samuel ho
9.guangqing
10.benjamin

1.Who is no.7 having relationship with?
woops. not sure? ger maybe=P

2.Who is no.9 having relationship with?
no one.

3.If no.9 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
YES. cos they will be GAY (:

4.What about no.1 and no.5?
NO. cos weichuan will be angry=P

5.What is no.3 studying?
business engineering<- peter told me
if wrong, blame him.

6.When was the last time you chatted with no.6?
few seconds ago.

7.Does no.4 work?
YES. >.<

8.Does no.8 have any cousin in his/her own school?
no.

9.Will you woo no.8?
no. i don't woo guys(:

10.How about no.5?
of cos NOT.

11.Does no. 2 have any siblings?
yes. one brother=D

12.How did u get to know no.3 and no.4?
by talking.

13.Where does no. 1 live at?
punggol.

14.How did you get to know no.2?
duh. you can get to know a person only by TALKING.

15.Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world?
sexiest? i doubt so. woops.

im done(:

Labels: quiz

pictures of the day(:


puffy.


she's trying to do some stunt?


we look weird=S


this is much better(:


cousin and aunt.


ting and me(:


princess=D


she's the first to look at the menu.


oops. i steal her icecream=X


she's hungry?


evidence*=P


me(:


me and her.


serena


恋爱悄悄话


me and serena


feburary babies(:

Labels: pictures(:

woke up 6.55am this morning.

haha was outside the WHOLE day.

tired.

bought quite alot today.
hehe(:

im broke.

went out with my aunt and cousin in the morning.
serena in the afternoon.
and peter at night.

fully booked.

haha.

had a great time with serena=D
chat and photo-taking.

we shall have more of this time the next holiday.
hehe

after tonight i realise.

i know bugis quite well.(:

great THANKS to peter.
make me shop the WHOLE of bugis.

lucky u treat me dinner.
and company me home.

if not...

haha.

no more NEXT time.
=P

owe peter 15bucks.
not my fault.
the POSB's fault.

'bugis street POSB machine no more,
don't try to press money from there'

*remember to return him on sunday AND his thumbdrive.
haha shall transfer those song's tomorrow.

today super tired.

**remember to buy all your stationaries BY SUNDAY.

if not monday you will have nothing to use.

school reopen.

don't forget.

tomorrow is a good day to buy.
cos mum is not working in the morning
=P

Labels: tired

'you will think that the cake is the nicest, only when it is handmade by the person you love.'

i want that nicest cake too!!!
>.<

haha.

did you see this?

Labels: NICEST cake

3 more days.

to nightmare.
Zzz

before i forget.

message from burton:
15oct monday report to school and be at MLT by 7.45am. please do not be late. please forward this message to all friends. thanks

i did my part by putting this message here.
if u guys don't see then too bad=P
haha

my sms is very precious (:

48 hours staying at home.
not even 1 sec out of my house.
i just SoOoOo love my bed and com.
=D

meeting serena and peter tomorrow.

dear weather, please don't rain.
i don't wanna bring umbrella out.

troublesome.

woops.

nothing much to blog.

cos life at home.

interesting

tomorrow will be better(:

Labels: nightmare approaching=X

before i forget.

today is GUANGQING BIRTHDAY!!!
10.10.07

nice to remember.
haha

i didn't forget(:

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY GUANGQING=D

16 already.
must grow up k.
stop calling me shorty.
>.<

hehe.

*Dear God please give me some ALITTLE of his height.
just alittle will do.
Amen.

woops.

=P

Labels: happy birthday(:

woke up at 12.05pm.

school reopen in 4 days time.

better get back to my usual sleeping time.

if not...

dare not think about it.=X

Did you ever talk to God above
Tell Him that you need a friend to love
Pray in Jesus name believing that
God answers prayers

Have you told Him all your cares and woes
Every tiny little fear He knows
You can know He'll always hear and
He will answer prayer

You can whisper in a crowd to Him
You can cry when you're alone to Him
You don't have to pray out loud to Him
He knows your thoughts

On a lofty mountain peak He's there
In a meadow by a stream He's there
Anywhere on earth you go
He's been there from start

i LOVE this song.
isn't it amazing?

a song of encouragement for everyone(:

hope you will love it too=D

♥CONGRATULATIONS for people who have finish their N levels.
♥ALL THE BEST for people having O levels.

加油 加油 加油!!!

Labels: did you ever talk to God above?

HaPpY 15th bIrThDaY to YICONG(:

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to yicong
happy birthday to you=D

don't know if you see this.

but its my thought that counts k.

at least i remembered=P

haha

just finish my dinner.
DELICIOUS accept...
the disgusting herbal soup.

sHoOoOoOo bitter.
yuks.=X

dont't think my mum will read this.
im save(:

going down to shop for w880i's clothes later.
should i get a rubber casing?
or a small pouch?

we shall see.
hehe

Labels: happy birthday

woke up around 5plus this morning.
raining.
yet i woke up.
boo.

just couldn't get into my dreamland.

but slept back around 8plus?
haha.
guess what time i woke up?

11.40am*

don't play play.
only pigs can do this.
woops=X

('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') Accept The Past, Embrace The Present, Look Expectantly Toward The Future says:
when u free sia?
ADELINE* says:
wed thurs fri
ADELINE* says:
choose one dae
('(oo)') † HoLy PeTe † ('(oo)') Accept The Past, Embrace The Present, Look Expectantly Toward The Future says:
fri evening?
ADELINE* says:
okay

*in case i forget.
this conversation can remind me(:

haha.

*whisper to peter*
im trying to make you famous okay>.<

*SHOUTING to serena*
hey gal. listen up.
u left with wed and thurs.
and wed is like tomorrow!!!.
if you don't get to read this then too bad.

LoLx.
woops=X

next week school reopen.
quick quick!
give me an answer.

20.10.07.
cell group at my house.
worship leader?
me.

and i haven't decide what songs i want.

shit.

gonna decide my this week.
next week confirm NO TIME.

hey!!!
whoever read this.
please PRAY for me.

haha.

nervous.

♥pray that i got wisdom n knowledge to lead the whole cell.
♥pray that i won't stuck somewhere.
♥pray that my bro can play smoothly.
*his my guitarist(:
♥pray that i know how to pray.
♥pray that EVERYTHING goes smoothly=D

nervous.

haha.

remember to pray k!!!
your prayer give me strength(:

don't just read and go.
i'll know if you just read and go.

even if i don't know God knows.
hah.

=P

okay.
gotta go find songs now.
if not i will be dead on that day.=X

Labels: 20.10.07

see the pictures below?

the credits goes to SERENE again(:
*ahem. your name appear again

thanks once again. hehe

those pictures gives me headaches man.Zzz
LoLx

someone tell mi this.*winks*

nags = advice
when you are don't want to listen to advice then it becomes nags
advice is a good thing
therefore, nags is a good thing too?

do you agree?

interesting right?
haha=P

Labels: nags.

haha guess what?
the W880i is mine!!!

whahahahA.

my mum said: i don't know how to use so don't need get such a good phone. you can just have this and i'll use yours(:

well.
somehow i feel bad.
but she keep insisting.

i got no choice.
im such a obedient daughter.
what to do?
just take ba=X

hehe.



W8801 demos.


the REAL w880i.


this is the reason(:


the innocent.


the victim.the one in BLACK


the CULPRIT! there, the green one


he gonna be my guinea pig=X

Labels: W880i (:

back from Toa PaYoh
went there with my mum.
to upgrade her plan(:

guess what phone i choose for her?

W88oi !!!

my dream phone):

in case you don't know how it look like.
it is the super SLIM one.

on our way home.
guess what we saw?

a DRUNK man.
even the ambulance came.
don't know who is that idiot who call the ambulance for a DRUNK GUY?

joke of the day ba.

haha.

end up the the drunk guy simply walk away.
then those madics(correct?) just stare blankly.
whahahaHA

too bad.=P

who gonna pay for the ambulance fees?

i don't know=X

Labels: joke of the day

monday blues~~~
woke up with slight headache.
but much better now. =D

i got the urge to do the aloe vera mask thingy.
but keep forgetting when it comes to night time.
shall try it on my brother first?
anyway he no more school.
even if it doesn't work and his face starts to have red rashes, it doesn't matter right?

woops

haha.yes tonight! must try(:

got this idea from one of the tv shows.
was teaching us how to protect our face. <- cheap and easy


one of the easiest method was the 'aloe vera mask'.
first: cut the aloe vera into small pieces.
then: use it to apply on your face.
next: hop onto your bed and SLEEP

get it?

don't even need to wash. easy right?

don't really know if it work.

but no harm trying.

haha

cos im not the 1st victim=P

Labels: hehe

okay. im done with this new blogskin(:
not as nice as the previous one i guess.
but still presentable ba? =X

i pray i pray I PRAY HARD!!! real HARD okay.
pray that NO one will have the same skin again.
well, even if there is i won't care. >=(
i spend Hours sitting right here to choose for nice skin and edits those confusing codes.
its not easy okay.
my butt hurt. woops =P

oh serene. im not blaming you. don't worry. smile =D

its done.yeahV

Labels: done

I LEFT MY UMBRELLA IN CHURCH!!!
*remember to get it back. cos it is your favourite. hah (:

i guess today is my day=D
haha won many many rounds of 'idiot big2' in cejie house.
well. what can i say?
i'm just a pro ba. right jessie? hehe

after today left ONE more week to school reopen.
nightmare coming back again.
but i will chiong.
last sem already!!!

working towards my AIM (:
NYP wait for me!~!~!~!~! hehe

Labels: my aim

LoLx. same skin as serene. my whole afternoon effort.
go down the drain~~~
lesson to learn: check before you do anything.

but nvm. like what serene say. GREAT MIND THINKS ALIKE!!!
and like what i say. PRETTIES THINKS ALIKE!!!
who dare to say no?
if you dare to say no. kindly leave this place. (:

haha SERENE!!! THANKS ALOT!!!

very sincere right? BIG THANK YOU okay.
hehe.

Labels: thank you (:

something bad happen in the evening.
bad things should not be mention.
but once again GREAT THANKS to my beloved rev goh (:
she never fails to be there. hehe
yicong came my house for dinner.
my bro cook beef. not bad. alittle hard.
but overall. was good.
till now haven't go toilet yet=D

i pray that such thing won't happen again.
always remember that you are not my burden, and i just wanna be your listening ear.

06.10.07 <- your promise

Labels: ilu

finally get this thingy done

wednesday night was a terrible night cos my gastric hurt like hell.
but thursday morning was just fine. (:
thursday afternoon went out with wendy n friends.
they bought 12x3 boxes of donuts for their colleagues.
and we went distributing like santa claus.
wendy thanks once again for your donuts *winks*
watched 'the detective' after that.
scary but sad ending.
wanna know more? go check it out if you dare. hah =PpP

friday watched 'nanny diaries' with you. (:
haha was a funny and touching show.
the little boy was cute and SMART. LoLx
must watch k.
nice show =D

well, saturday morning.
bored as usual.
simply rotting my life away.
pray that 2nd half of the day will be better?
hehe.
but after 9.30pm will be GREAT for sure.
LoLx. wanna know why?
check it out on channel u.
you will find the answer there.yeah V.

Labels: alive